Thursday, August 10, 2006
2 days ago was the day that ive been in canada for exactly one year....8th of august, the day i wil never forget in my life....it was the day that i walked away and left everyone to canada...
i remember the day before i left to canada i was home and jeremy came over and slept over in my house.... we were awake all night listening to music and having our last chat before i left....then i talked to natalie over the phone for awhile. that night many people called me to say goodbye cause they couldnt send me off to the airport....me and jerm spend the whole night chatting and smoking and at about 5am, me and jeremy left to pick up connie and we went to newton mrt to see leo...at newton mrt we took pictures and we manage to persuade lcm to allow leo to come to the airport...at about 7am there were more students and seeing dem going to school realli reminded me of the times i was in barker going to school wearing that same uniform...
then we seperated for awhile as i had to meet up with one of my very gd fren....it was so sad cause she has always been there for me in all faces of my life but im glad i was able to see her one last time before i left....after saying my final goodbye to her i left in the cab off to the airport...
in the airport there were many people... all my bros and frens were there..we took some pictures together and talk crap for awhile and spend our last times together... at abt 9.30 is the time i had to leave....we went to the departure gate and i gave all my frens one last hug...it was so sad that as i was hugging them one last time.. flashbacks of memories jus keep coming to my head....as i looked at everyone i had jus a special memory wif them and it seems like my mind brought me back to the past with them... i suddenli started crying so hard cause i know i wont be seeing them all for awhile...that moment and that feeling i will never forget casue it was the first time i have left my best frens and bros whom have always been there for me....
As i checked in.....i turned back and looked one last time at every single one of them...and i walked away....
its amasing that all that happened a year ago....how much have happened in between and how much things have changed... but sometimes it stil feels as if it jus happened yesterday as the memories still seems so clear in my head... its saddening sometimes when i think abt it that the same frens that were so close to me before i left and ive helped before are no longer close to me anymore....everythng reali reveals over time and i guess since the day i left i alreadi expected to lose some close frens.... but at least im grateful that through all these at least i stil have a couple of gd frens that have stuck wif me all the way till now... =)
one year ago i was in singapore...a year later im in canada...i wonder the following year on the 8 of august where would i be? how much would things would have changed? which frens would i lose and which frens would i gain? i guess that's somthing for God to decide and for time to reveal...
holy crap..this sure is one long crazy post! hahaha
stories of joell on 12:22 PM
