Joel Ee
//maris stella pri //acs junior //acs barker //calgary christian
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//joel_boi_lives@hotmail.com
my bros ---> //Peiwah //Jeremy //Leonlim //alvin //nickchia //michael loo //terence //siang koon //leo //arvin //amos //weihoe //eugene
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
when i think abt what happened before...sometimes i jus feel so hurt and betrayed.. i treated u all as if u were reali my family and whenever somethng happened u all know that i wil always be there and ive always been helping u all when u all get into shit. have u all forgotten?
___ when u get into trouble while i was in cannda have i not helped you? even to the extend i didnt mind fighting wif my gf? even before that a few years ago have i not been there for you? dont tel me u cannot fuckin remmeber....when u lied to me abt a fight and i didnt even mind comming al the way down from so far by myself even tho i know i might jus get beat up there, but all i thought was to make sure all 3 of u all are safe....
___ do u remember last year when everyone was againsit you and i was the only one who
stood up for you? u remember u had a bad break up and i still called u all the way from canada? i ddint mind going againist the rest even tho i knew i might lose some friends.
___ you are the worst....u treat me like a dog making me do this and that but yet ive always done it when u are never grateful at all and ure always being so fuckin unreasonable but yet i stil always give in to you.
i guess non of u were ever grateful... u think u all treat me as a fren? the only things u all wil do for me is when u all dont have to make a sacrifice at all...not even a small sacrifice, or else u all wuldnt help. i wil always remember what happened when i needed u all in july and non of u helped. and what hurts the most was when ppl whom i dont even talk to helped and its not that they were very very well off themselves... but u all jus never even gave a helping hand at all.... u guys jus treat me as a tower of refuge when u guys get into trouble cause u know i have friends and i can back u up... now.. this is it.... i wil jus pretend nothng has ever happened but always remember that there wil never be another time when u all need me i wil be there for u all again especially if i have a sacrifice any bit. because i can honestly say i dont lose anythng losing u all as 'friends'....
stories of joell on 11:52 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
hmm..its been a month since i have blogg leaving me with jus one more month left to go in cannda... it has reali been one long journey for me this year.... sometimes i reali wonder what God is doing to me..why isssit that everytime before i go back to singapore i always have a girlfriend or sometimes even before i come back to cannda.... like its a prank he is playing on me to make me feel so guilty that i am leaving them behind to somewhere far away. why is life onli getting better jus when i have the option to choose where to go? life sure is one mystery..haha. but anyways im so glad to be able to come back to singapore and i wil be back on the 18 of decemeber which is basically almost a month left down here.... so i reali wonder what is life gona be like in singapore..hmmm..one thing for sure i know is that there wil be some friends that i am prepared to lose and not do anythng for again cause when i was soo down and needed help they were not there....not there at all whereas in the past i was there for them and helped them so many times to get out of shit. dang i'm stupid to have treated them so well... haha. anyways one month later i wil blog again and it wil be the countdown to my return to singapore!! yayyyy! hehe =)
stories of joell on 8:45 PM
