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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

this week i only have 3 days of school cause since last friday i had a long weekend all the way till monday and i will have another holiday this friday. and that will be the last holiday for this year... wow... this whole year is going to come to and end soon with only about 3 weeks of school left. i am really excited!! cause that also means i will be back soon =)

saying that... today the vice principal said that i will be kicked out of school next year... meaning that i cant come back to this school even if i wanted to next year since i failed to keep to my side of the probation which is to not have any absences... in a way i'm like...why the fuck would i come back? and another side i'm like fuck.. my parents are gonna fucking flip out once they find out i'm kicked out from the school next year since they are still holding that little bit of hope that i will come back to canada.

anyways, i have already told my guardian not to tell my parents yet cause right now i have so much homework and preparation to do for my final year to try and get good grades to get into the school in singapore so it would be kind of pointless for my parents to know this and give me hell and add on to my 'stress'. well... if i can get into the school in singapore , why the fuck would it matter if i cant come back to this dumbass school i am in now... but at the same time.. what if i cant? i swear i have to do well for my exams if i even stil care about my future..

so one important lesson i am learning right now is that nothing comes in for free... we have to always work hard for whatever we want in life. lol.. what my papa told me when i was a kid is indeed true.

anyways, few more days to my birthday... its wierd how i'm not like i cant wait for it to come....maybe my excitment would only come when i'm waiting till i turn 18. lol

stories of joell on 11:57 PM