Tuesday, August 22, 2006
haix...damn sian of blogging...everyday is reali the same....nothn new nothn interetsting... but last saturday for the 2nd time was pretty fun....went for a house party and drink and all...not bad la considering ive stayed here for more den a year and onli experiencing this twice -.- better den nothn i guess..haha
anyways school is starting next thursday.....sighs... u have no idea how much it sucks to be going back to the same school u hated and tried to run away from for one more year.....every early morning wake up jus to go to the place where u hate the most...imagine hating and suffering in this shit place is bad enuff...imagine wad makes it worst u have to even go to a worst shit school everday!! the thot of it makes me cant breath and go so angry and so mad!!!how could my fuckin parents do this....i tried so many times to compromise wif dem and this is wad they say
go states visit my cousin---no
go toronto visit relatives--no
take a plane to states renew my visa-- no ( and they want my fuckin guardian to drive me there
for like duno how many fuckin hours!! CCB!!!!!)
go back to singapore for 1 month holiday in exchange for a year--no
wana change school cause i hate this fuckin school-- no
of cos dey gave their fuckin useless reasons that makes no god damn sense at all...like no money ar.. bla bla bla... no money stil pay 21k for me suffer here another year...
fucking assholess...
and on top of that i knew abt some stuff happening in cannda abt dem and those
motherfuckers accomplicess!!
sighs....God, u got to help me out....
im jus fighting for my own survival from the these people that think they know whats best for me.....these ppl are not helpin me but forcing me to end my life....
stories of joell on 12:26 AM
