Joel Ee
//maris stella pri //acs junior //acs barker //calgary christian
//o6o69o
//<3 MrTanPeiwah =))
//joel_boi_lives@hotmail.com
my bros ---> //Peiwah //Jeremy //Leonlim //alvin //nickchia //michael loo //terence //siang koon //leo //arvin //amos //weihoe //eugene
Thursday, September 07, 2006
school started for me last thurs....i started a qurrael not going to school already... getting reali upset wif the things happening around me, i wish dey culd jus give in to avoid whatever that is goin to come after....its tiring doing it again and again..dont they want this to end? den why continue forcing cause it wil onli make things worst...? sighs...my brain has come to a stop and there seems no way out of this anymore...
i wonder if tomorrow never comes....wuld me frens/bros know how much i love dem? would my cousins know how much i care for them? would my brother in australia despite having not seen him in so long know how much i miss him? and lastly would my parents that i have been qurraeling wif all the time realise that i actualy do think abt them and dont hate them as much as they think i do? im tired of the same problems coming agin and again and again...why cant they jus not force it anymore? if tomorrow never comes....i want all my friends,cousins,brother n parents to know that i do love them....
im tired of faking it alreadi
my last and final plan....
stories of joell on 12:46 AM
