Joel Ee
//maris stella pri //acs junior //acs barker //calgary christian
//o6o69o
//<3 MrTanPeiwah =))
//joel_boi_lives@hotmail.com
my bros ---> //Peiwah //Jeremy //Leonlim //alvin //nickchia //michael loo //terence //siang koon //leo //arvin //amos //weihoe //eugene
Sunday, June 11, 2006
sighs...these few weeks have been reali depressing for me...especially these few days... everythn around me seems to be shattered and im like stuck in a maze where i cant seem to get out! Ther seems no solution out of it at all! whenever i find an opening to a door i see another huge maze. im tired...so tired of this fuckin world. My family is one huge reason why i'm feeling so down... i wish i can share fully the problems that is reali happening but i cant...cause that wuld be an embarrasemnt to my family and brother and cos of these few problems my father was down to high blood pressure and was sent to the hospital for a few days now....my mum is so depressed that she has lost all of her voice and she is not eating now.... sighs, i cant see myself being able to go back anymore now as i cant put any more presure on dem. FUCK! just seems so unfair why i have to be forced to stay here jus bcause of the shit that wasnt casued by me. i hope things wil be better soon...
sighs, i jus feel so overwhelmed wif the problems im having now...even wif havin to deal wif my jealous heart seeing her find someone else....fuck, forget it.... i dont have the mood to do anythn and i stil have to force myself to suck it up as my final exams are this thurs. SO MUCH problems and i jus feel so sad and lonely. no one i can reali share to... recently i got to know this dealer that speacialises in coccaine and some other drugs....how tempting issit for me to take it as i reali need jus even half an hour to forget abt everythn and be high for jus a moment. sighs, i hate this fucked up world we live in.....
stories of joell on 2:48 PM
